I could not fall asleep again….have been thinking about the Tooth Fairy since she woke me up …What if she was right?
I am a 5-part puzzle and music is the biggest piece in the middle…! But of course,this piece keeps falling off again and again when it is not surrounded by the other 4 pieces that are meant to hold it in place!
We all are given so much more than we usually realise.
We are too often told to choose one thing to be good at and sacrifice the others – trust me, diary, I´ve really tried.Too many times.
What if we’d just try to connect and invent instead and find a way how to put all our main strengths to work together?
Damn! If I am already given creativity then I should definitely be able to create a super machine by mixing together all these gifts I’ve been given in my own unique and beautiful way.This would be my art that carries the energy of peace without any guilt.
This would also be the only way I could avoid competing in art. I just find it so silly. Such a nonsense: a song or a picture competing with millions of other amazing songs or pictures. And then there are those people in artsy clothes, perhaps with a beret and a glass of wine…totally licensed ,of course, to “measure the unmeasurable” and rip your soul into thousand pieces.
I don’t need anyone to confirm me that I am not the best of the world!I know I am not. There is just no “best in the world” in this. Just like there is no “best human being in the world”.
Still I really fancy the idea of creating a totally new category where there would be just one participant – me…competing with myself…and win every time…a wiser me as a prize
Wait a moment , WHAT THE HECK IS THIS THING UP THERE?????????
(to be continued…)